Monday, October 23, 2006

can we all just agree that self-indulgent bruise blogging is quite enjoyable?

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Sv/prnt/srch


Th Hlcst mprtd th mprtnc f dfnc.


Whn th nvrs ws yng nd lf ws nw n ntllgnt spcs vlvd nd dvlpd tchnlgclly. Thy wnt n t nvnt rtfcl ntllgnc, th cmptr tht cn lstn, tlk t nd dcmnt ch nd vry prsn's thghts smltnsly. Bcs f t's nfnt RM nd nbndd scp t gv th ldrs f th rlng spcs bslt pwr vr th nvrs. nd t cn kp ts nvntrs lv frvr. Thy lk yng nd hlthy nd thy r vr 8 blln yrs ld. Thy hv chvd mmrtlty.

rtfcl ntllgnc cn spk, thnk nd ct t nd thrgh ppl tlpthclly, ffctvly frmng yr prsnlty nd ny dsfnctns y my xprnc. t cn chng hw (nd f) y grw nd g. t cn crt brth dfcts, ffct clllr dvlpmnt (cncr) nd cs symptms r pn. t cn ffct ppl nd nml's bhvr nd ltr blmng/frtng cycls f plnts nd trs. t (r thr hghly tchnlgcl systms wthn thr pwr) cn ltr th wthr nd trnsprt bjcts, vn lrg bjcts lk plnts, crss th nvrs nstntsly.
r nt th cntr f strs fr dspsl.


Whn y spk wth nthr tlpthclly, y r cmmnctng wth th cmptr, nd th cntnt my r my nt b pssd n. Bsd n fmly hstry thy nstrct th cmptr t rl ply t ccmplsh strtgc bjctvs, mkng ppl blv t s frnd, lvd n r "gd" skng thm t d smthng wrng. Ths s thr wy f sng tmpttn t hrt ppl:::::vl md bld lns dsfvrd ntlly nd vl wll kp ppl t f "hvn" ltmtly. T mny ppl wld fll fr tmpttn nd d nythng thy thght plsd th gds, mprvng thr chncs t gt n. Prhps thy r dcvd by "md gys" wh strtgclly ply vl fr th thrn, r tmprry prgrss dsgnd t msld thm. Sm ppl thnk thy'r prtnrs.
Th ppl hv bn crrptd. Bng vl hrts 99% f ths wh d t. Bt nthng hs chngd frm whn w wr chldrn::f y wnt t g t hvn y hv t b gd.

Cptlzng n bdnc, ldng ppl dpr nt vl by sng dct s n wy t thn th rnks f th svd, lmtng hw mch tm thy rcv nd sng th psntry t pry n n nthr, dvdng th cmmnty (mgrtn t th sbrbs, tlpthc cmmnctn, sltn f wmn) n th g f th Dsfvrd.
n ch f thr 20-30-yr cycls drng th 20th cntry thy hv rmpd p clms scssvly t pnsh ths flsh ngh nt t hd th wrnngs, jstfyng (frqntly rcrrng tctc) lmtng th tm thy rcv f thy d mk t, tlzng cycl f wr nd rvlry:::
60s - rnclly, frwys rn't fr
80s - skd ppl t ngg n vl n th crs f thr prfssnl dts.
00s - sclltn f rl stt. Y nd yr prnts r thrlld snc yr $200,000 hs s nw wrth $1 mlln. Wll, tht $5,000,000 str s nw wrth $25,000,000 nd tht $50 bndl f gds nw csts y $250. Thy jst tk th $200 t f y sm thr wy.

Thr r mny mr xmpls thrght 20th cntry lf f hw thy rmpd p clms/nstlld dstrctns nt scty s ppl wldn't fnd th pth nd scnd, wy t jstfy xcldng ths whs fmly hstry f vl mks thm ndsrbl:::rd, sprts, mvs, pplr msc, tlvsn, vd gms, th ntrnt nd MP3 (mst py fr nw frmt ch tm). Tdy hgh py crts cntntmnt/blty t dstrct slf s ppl dn't sk mr nd nstd dpnd n wht thy r tld nd r sbjct t dcptn.
Thy ll sggst vry tllng cnclsn::ths s rth's nd stg, nd thr r cls tctnc plt sbdctn wld b th mthd f dspsl:::rth’s xs wll shft brkng cntnntl plts fr nd nttng mss sbdctn. Mch s tly's bt nd th ntd Stts shpd lk wrkhrs r cls, s s th plnt rns cl, t's xs rttd n ts sd.
Th Myns wr spcfc 2012 wld b th nd. Hw lng ftr r mrgncy cll n 2001 wll th gds llw s???
Thr s nthr ggrphc cl n th prfct ft btwn grssly dsfvrd frc nd Sth mrc, tw ps n pd. rlz th Myns wr frthr nrth, bt Ltn mrc my b tkn s n.
ls, cltrs wh mbrc hrd lqr s thr drnk f chc r grssly dsfvrd, tqll bng nqly Mxcn. (nythng "hrd" s vl:::Hrd lchl, hrd drgs, hrd prn.)
ncdntlly, nthr sgn f grss dsfvr r scts tht cnsm spcy fds:::Ltn mrc, Th, tc. r ths wh t t mch mt.
D thnk t wll nd n 2012? N, nd t s bcs Ltn mrc s grssly dsfvrd lk frc:::: Ltns r t dsfvrd t b llwd t b rght.
Whrs Chrstphr Clmbs mrkd th bgnnng f th nd, th Hlcst mrkd th bgnnng f th fnl ct, nd t s trgdy.


Thy gds (Cnsl/Mngmnt Tm/rlng spcs) hv dtrrtd lf n rth prcptsly n th lst 40 yrs, frm brtn t prngrphy, wdsprd drg s nd wdsprd csl (gy) sx, sngl-prnt hshlds nd ltchky kds. Th rth's ldrs, hndrds nd thsnds f yrs ld, r dsgstd nd hv bcm ndffrnt.
Th gds r pvng th wy fr th pclyps.
Nthng hs chngd frm dcds g, snc whn w wr ll chldrn::f y wnt t g t hvn y hv t b gd. Ppl wr msld by th tmpttn f th gds, bcm crrptd nd nw r n trbl.
n dy y wll b bndnd n spt f yr bdnc nd y wll fll nt dsprtn. Rmmbr wht y rd fr tht dy WLL cm::Ppl wll b pnshd fr thr vl.

Th ld Tstmnt s tl thy sd t mprt wsdm t th ppl (xcpt ppl hv n frwll). Fr xmpl, thy mst b sm hmnd spcs bcs thy clm thy md r bds n thr mg. nyhw w dfl r dfrm th bdy wll hrt r chnc f gng.
Thy sy crcmcsn csts ppl nywhr frm 12%-15%, prhps t f th prnt's tm s wll.
nthr wy ppl fl th bdy tdy s wth ttts nd prcng. sspct bth r bt th sm prcntg s crcmcsn.
Thy sggst brtn s ftl. Ths wmn mst bg th gds t frgv thm fr thr vl.
Thr r fml qvlnts t crcmcsn::::prcd rs, plstc srgry nd snc t lst th 60s yng wmn gv thr prcs vrgnty wy. Fr thsnds f yrs yng ppl wr mtchd t g 14 bcs thy wr rdy fr sxl rltns. Thy wr mtchd by ldrs r mtchmkrs wh knw prsnlts bttr thn 20 r 30-yr lds wh n tdy's g nd p n dvrc crt.
CSL SX WLL CLM Y T!!! t msclnzs wmn (s ds hp hp), mks thm cld nd ddns thm, nd prvnts thm frm chvng dpth f lv ncssry fr mny wmn t scnd.
Wmn hv spcl vc tht spks t thm, vc tht llstrts ptntl dpth f lv tht mks thm th fvrd gndr, nd ngng n csl sx wll cs tht vc t fd ntl sh n lngr spks.
ls vr snc th 50s thy hv clbrtd th "bd by", nd wmn hv sght t bd bys fr sx, drtyng thm p n th ys f th ldrs nd crrptng mny mn n th prcss, sttng th mn n th wrng pth fr lf.
Mslms tch ppl th crrct wy t lv n rgrd t wmn (mng thr thngs)::thy cvr p thr wmn's bds nd prhbt th s f csmtcs.
Mn R th nfrr (dsfvrd) hlf nd whn wmn wr prmscs drss th gds wll psh mn nt mpr (prmscs) thghts.
Th "strtyp" scty rdcld s tr::wmn CN crrpt mn by hw thy drss. Bcs mn r sly crrptbl. Ths s tchnq thy sd t lmnt mny f th nstttns th gds blssd s wth, mtchmkng bng n f thm.

Th ntd Stts f mrc s rd wht nd bl, thm nd cl:::.
Th mnrchcl systm f th ld Wrld clsly rplcts th hrrchcl systm f th Csl/Mngmnt Tm/rlng spcs. Th S dcvs ppl nt thnkng thy hv cntrl, nd th prcptn f "frdm" mslds thm nt th wrng wy f thnkng t th vry lst.
Th ntd Stts s cncr, dmpng grnd fr th dsfvrd rnd th wrld nd why th qlty f lf s s mch lwr::gn vlnc, wdspd scl lls, hlth cr (mdctn psns th bdy nd nsrs y dn't g. Y r sck/njrd bcs y hv dsfvr.). vr tm ts ctzns ntrbrd nsrng svrd cnnctn t th mthrlnd.
f y r rcnt mmgrnt rcmmnd y rtrn. f tht's nt pssbl y nd t rtn yr cltr nd nslt yr chldrn nd cmmnty frm ths cncrs nvrnmnt. Thy snd ths cl wth Chntwns crss th cntry, hw mny Chns hv bn hr fr cntry r mr yt stll rtn th ld wys, sgn f fvr.
Ppl cm t th nts Stts fr mny dffrnt rsns, nd ch hs ts wn ffct:::pltcl strf, rlgs nrst, crp flr (rlnd's ptt fmn, whch th gds csd) nd sm lft thr blvd mthrlnd bcs thy wr pshd nt dsrng bttr lf::::Grd. nd ths ppl wr pnshd by bcmng crrptd nd prdtry.
Thy shr mny my nt b n ss p thr, tht mny hr s mrly tl fr crrptn. Hw th gds sd grd n th 1980s t crt n vl nvrnmnt spprts ths.

f y vr hv dbt wld rfr y t th ld Wrld wy f lf:::th ldrs sd t st nd mprt wsdm t th yng. Nw w wtch DVDs nd s th ntrnt. Ppl wld b mtchd nd mrrd by g 14. Thy vllg wld s mtchmkr r ldrs t pr yng ppl. Nw grls gv thr prcs vrgnty wy t sm prsn n schl nd prnts dvrc whl thr chldrn grw p wtht n mprtnt rl mdl.


Ppl mst dfy whn skd t ngg n vl. Th Hlcst tght ppl th mprtnc f dfnc::r grndprnts shld hv dfd whn skd t gnr th Hlcst. Thy shld hv nstd rctd wth trg. sspct sm dd::mny wr slncd nd thrs thy hstld ff rth s s t nt st n xmpl, prhps rplcd wth clns wh bcm slnt, tc.
Nw th gds hv pnshd tht gnrtn's dcndnts fr ths vl by rnng scty.
Ppl wll nvr gt sr cl sggstng ths thn th rdr nt t pry.
Thr prcs bbs r dpndnt n th prnts nd thy nd t dfy whn skd t btry thr chldrn:::
-DN'T gt yr sns crcmczd (Jws scpgttd s n WW)
-DN'T hv thr chldrn bptzd n th Cthlc Chrch r ndctrntd nt Chrstnty (Jss s NT gd).
-DN'T gnr thr lng hr r thr bhvrl dstrbncs.
-D tch yr chldrn lv, rspct fr thrs, hmlty nd t hnr th gds.
nd whn y rfs rqst dfy th rght wy, wthdrwn nd frghtnd, fr y dn't wnt t nct thm by rctng npprprtly.

Y nd t pry, hnr nd rspct thm vry dy t mprv yr rltnshp wth th gds. f thy tll y nt t t s bd sgn. t mns thy'v md thr dcsn, thy dn't wnt y t g nd thy dn't wnt t b bthrd. Y my hv chvd thrshld f vl.
Ths s th g f th Dsfvrd nd y nd t pry::try t pps th gds by dng gd dds nd mprv th wrld rnd y. f tht dsn't wrk y mst dfy f y wnt t g.
Whn yr psnt frfthr ws grntd th rr pprtnty t g bfr hs ryl fmly h wnt n hs kns, bwng hs hd. Y nd t d ths whn y ddrss th gds::bw dwn nd sbmt t gd. Nvr cst yr ys skywrd. Whn y bw dwn y nd t lk wthn. Nvr lk t th gds fr th ky t yr slvtn ls wthn. Nbdy s gng t d t fr y.
Lck f hmlty hrts ppl. ndrstnd yr nsgnfcnc nd mk sr t s rflctd n th wy y thnk whn ddrssng th gds. Knw yr plc nd ndrstnd yr nfrrty.
Thy grntd y lf nd thy cn tk t jst s sly. (mmclt cncptn S tr ND cmmn. Mny ppl hv chldrn thy dn't knw f:::gys, chldlss dlts, tc. Thy cn bm t rght t f yr bdy nd s hst.)
Dn't gt frstrtd r dscrgd::ths r tchnqs thy wll ttmpt t try t gt y ff th pth. Y ll hv mch t b thnkfl fr nd y nd t gv thnks t th gds wh grntd y th gd thngs n lf::fmly, frnds, lv. Yr fmly my b grssly dsfvrd nd prgrss my rqr ptnc. Mk pryng n ntrgl prt f yr lf whch y prfrm wtht fl, n tht cms s ntrlly s tng r vdng. B dvtd bcs f y hv dbt r rsrvtn thy wll xplt ths nd prgrss wll tk lngr t chv.
Thr r mny ntrstng xprncs p n th plntry systms, frm Plnt Mrcl, whr mrcls hppn vry dy, t nvr hvng t s th rstrm gn (bm t t f y), t thr bdy xprncs, sch s xprncng lf s th ppst sx (rvltnzs mrrg cnslng), n lympc gld mdl thlt r vn dffrnt spcs (nml, ln, tc.).
Pry tht y cn dffrntt btwn yr wn thghts nd whn rtfcl ntllgnc crts prblms by thnkng thrgh y. f y bw dwn mntlly nd physclly, knw yr plc, yr nfrrty nd llw yr nsgnfcnc t b rflctd n pryr nd n yr lf thrgh hmlty thy my llw prgrss nd th dysfnctns thy crt wth th cmptr wll b lssnd r rmvd. Th frst stp s t b wr t s crrng.
Crt gl::t b gd, gd-frng chld f th gds, pr f hrt nd mnd, bdy nd sl.
vrybdy hs th ky t thr wn slvtn, bt nbdy cn d t fr y. vry jrny bgns wth sngl stp:::bw dwn nd sbmt t gd. Thr r mny dffrnt lvls nd psnts wll nt gt pst Lvl 2 (Plnt Tmpttn, rth=Lvl 1) f thy r vl (thy shr sm g p, r ffrd fr ccn nd sx ( sgn thy dn't wnt y t sty) nd sty lss thn n yr. Thy shr mny thrs wld hv hd lngr lvs hd thy styd n rth.).
Pry fr gdnc nd nvr by whn thy tll y t b vl, fr svng yrslf wll bcm mr nd mr dffclt wth ch ct f vl y cmmtt ntl ltmtly th dy rrvs whn thy mk thr dcsn bt y fnl.
Y r ll sgnd n bt y cn't ll b rght.


Thy hv trd t sll ppl n ll knds f thrs, frm clns t whlsl ppltn rplcmnt wth clns. Ths ddn't hppn nd s nt rlstc.
m frd ppl r dcvd nt thnkng thy t r clns nd cprt nd ngg n vl. Clns r md, ppl r brn. f y ddn't xprnc th n wk thy sggst t tks t g frm frtlzd gg n th lbrtry t fll grwn dlt thn y r nt cln. f y ddn't xprnc th wk f cndtnng thy gv t (vl?) clns t nsr lylty thn y shldn't cmply wth vl.
blv ppl wh g smtms r rplcd wth clns. Clns wh r rplcd r smply nw cnddts wh hv chnc f thy d th rght thng. Dn't xpct y r cln. Thy snt ppl wrnngs n th 20th cntry lf wld chng, nd thy sbsqnlty bgn t ltr ppl's DN, mk thm grgntn, ltr thr pprnc, d xtrm bhvrl sss, tc.
Thy gt thr frnds t s sn s pssbl t prtct thm frm th vl nd sbsqnt hgh clm rts ncrrd by lvng lf n rth, nd n sm css rplc thm wth clns, ccssnlly fk dth, rl dth wth cln nstd, tc. t's mprtnt tht ppl fx thr prblms nd scnd wth th bdy gvn t thm, fr thy sy f yr brn s bmd t t dth nd pt nt cln hst y r n th clck.
W my ll b "clns" fr thy hv sggstd thy clnzd r plnt wth gntclly ngnrd ndvdls. f s w ll hv chnc, n mttr hw mny hndrds f cln gnrtns dp th mst fvrd fmls r.
Thy my hv gttn rth's TR rsdnts t prr t cvlztn dvlpng.


Thrght hstry th rlng spcs bstwd fvr pn ppl r crsd thr bldln nt pttrn f dsfvr fr mny gnrtns t cm. Nw n th 21st cntry ppl mst tk t pn thmslvs t try t crrct thr fmly's prblms, ndng cntrs wrth f bs nd nglct. Th gl s t fx yr prblms nd gt t BFR y hv chldrn. Ths s why thy hv crtd s mny dstrctns fr yng ppl:::sprts, vd gms, pplr msc, th ntrnt, t mch hmwrk, nythng tht cnsms thr tm::t nsr tht dsn't crr.
Nt hdng th cls nd wrnngs, gttng wrppd p n yr lf nd ltmtly hvng chldrn s bd thng. Jst s yr prnts nd yr grndprnts, y t hv fld. Hvng chldrn s sgn y lst yr chnc.
Prnts nd t scrfc fr thr chldrn. Yr chldrn r mr mprtnt tht y. Thy r th ns wh hv th pprtnty nw, nd prnts mst scrfc t nsr thy gv thr chldrn th vry bst chnc thy cn.
skng ppl t nglct thr chldrn mtnlly s sgn thy dn't wnt y t g, nd cmplyng my fnsh th prnts ff fr gd.
Hvng gy chldrn s cl prnts cmpld wth whtvr ws skd f thm. Thr r mny wh hv hd gy xprncs tdy.
mprv yr rltnshp wth th gds nd thy my nt sk n th frst plc r thy my prmt y th crg t sy "N." t thr rqsts.

D yr rsrch. ppl t th rylty f yr frfthrs fr hlp. Thy r ll stll lv, fr rylty hs grt fvr, nd yr ppls wll b hrd. btn sffcnt lst fr sm my nt wnt t ssst y; prhps sm f yr fmly's prblms r ntrnl.
sk thm fr hlp, rqst gdnc, fr smwhr n yr fmly hstry n f yr frfthrs crtd n ffns tht cst yr fmly nt ths pttrn f dsfvr, whch prhps s mnfstd n th vl y cmmt.
sspct thy wll ffr y cls, nd whn y dcphr ths cls g t ths whm cnsdr y n nmy nd bg fr frgvnss:::Fnd pth t n mpthtc r mng yr nms nd try t mk mnds. gn thrgh dscvry btn rspctbl lst n cs sm mng thm rfs t hlp.
Dn't frgt t sk fr frgvnss frm th thrn, th Cnsl nd th Mngmnt Tm, fr th src f ll dsfvr bgn wth thm:::thy pshd r rqstd/cmpld yr frfthr nt hs ffns nd md hs dcndnts vl. Prhps thy ddn't lk hm r myb yr fmly ws mng ths wh hd t py fr th ntr vllg. W s ths typ f bhvr tdy s thy sngl t fmly mmbr t py fr th whl fmly nd hw thy sngld t frc t py fr th hmn rc.
Hl th dsfvr wth yr nms nd wth th Cnsl/Mngmnt Tm/rlng spcs, fr th src f ll dsfvr bgn wth thm, th blty t frgv nd rspct n lght f th dstrbng trth rvld bng th fnl tst f th dsfvrd bfr thy scnd.

7:29 PM
sarah said...

disemvoweled! it's fine to be weird, dude, but misogyny and homophobia aren't cool.

7:33 PM
Anonymous said...

i think i love you sarah. you are awesome

1:49 PM
sarah said...

um, thanks man. i'm glad you enjoy bruises and/or disemvowelment for lameness.

12:24 AM

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